The Grief EP

by Atta Boy Joel

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04:10
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03:45
3.
05:12
4.
04:09
5.
05:44

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released November 14, 2012

Atta Boy Joel is Brian Joel Anderson and Andrew Joel Mitchell

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Track Name: Denial
speak to me
speak to me
so im not alone
speak to me

reach out to me
heavens open up
gods not alive
unless he speaks to me

and all the bridges that i light
i get to walk through each one
and all the cancer that i fight
brings me right back to you
brings me right back to you

preach to me
sleep with me
you cant control
how you feel for me

medicate
toss it down the hatch
all will be fine
if you preach to me

and every bridge that i burn
i get to walk through each one
and all the cancer that i fight
brings me right back to you
brings me right back to you
Track Name: Bargaining
I catch myself reaching away
from the impulses that I know
Running over and over again
I'm sinking way too low

I've traveled dark roads
But this one is darker still
Nothing to light my way
And there's no fire to fight this chill

What would I give up
What would I let burn
To have it all back
Have you in return
I would give up my heart
I'd give up my soul
For one more night
I feel like I'm losing control

I feel you slipping away
Through cracks in my brain
I'm losing more each day
And I'm terrified

Your face is now gone
The last of what I could see
If I hold a mirror to my face
It ain't me
What wouldn't I give up
What wouldn't I just let burn
For one more year
One more chance one more turn

I feel you slipping away
Through cracks in my brain
I'm losing more each day
And I'm terrified
Track Name: Anger
Inside my head I dont feel safe
I'm Insecure, incomplete

You just abandoned me here
So I took shelter beneath these sheets

All these people berating me
I wanna see them all diseased
and taken down

I wanna break their pretty faces
Against these walls surrounding me
Oh oh

But Daisy, I am too crazy
What should I do?
And all these faces, the only change is
They just turn blue
Track Name: Depression
If my love is gone...
If my love is gone...
If my love is gone...
If my love is gone...
Track Name: Acceptance
The landscape dies it burns away
Misty eyes carry my shame
We're drawn in groves so naked so still
All that was owed gave winter it's fill

And I know, where you go, alone, your last home

All winter long I thought you'd stay
But memories are starting to fade

And I know, where you go, alone, your last home
And I know, where you go, alone, your last home